Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate

• Mellow Yellow From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (4 days old)

  I've had a really relaxed and lovely day, birthday messages galore, on texts, facebook, blogs, letters and cards. For me words are what means the most, some of the most important people in my life tod… more

• Turning 30 From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (5 days old)

  Or 31 to people who are supposedly blood related....but I digress. I have finally worked so much stuff out this year, it's been a crazy up and down year. I have found my career finally, and I have st… more

• Consistency From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (8 days old)

  Consistency is a word that in theory I'm not known for, I have an up and down approach to just about everything I do, which is why some jobs I don't keep or can't do. Accounts is a structured professi… more

• You know you're turning 30 when.... From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (9 days old)

  You feel utterly cynical about most things. After seeing theravingloons lastest blog entry it has reminded me of what good music was. Nowadays it is full of computerised fake vocals, skinny bints gyra… more

• Edit your tags From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (11 days old)

  No fuck off, I pay for your supposedly elite service, so you fucking do it for me.... That is all. … more

• Deleted User tags From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (14 days old)

  One of 4 messages I got left in a week on here....they have deleted tags over 5 words of length.... I am comfortably into my writing and poetry, and regulary sending articles into different places an… more

• I wonder From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (27 days old)

  I wonder will my productive mind still work on all cylinders if I stay up another 10 hours, I've been awake around 19 hours, i usually work all night, and sleep while the daughter is at school. I have… more

• The media, mind control and this country From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (28 days old)

  I don't think like most people, I don't believe what the media, government and America tells me. You may read this and say, hell yeah i'm like you. I shrug my shoulders and think doubt that. The BNP… more

• I need to try this without rhymes From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (28 days old)

  I can write a poem pretty easily, if the subject is something I relate to, adore or empathize with. My homework, due Monday, is a dramatic monologue......I am so trying to write one that isn't rhyming… more

• GIve it to me hard From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (31 days old)

  They say you make your own fate, they say smile and the world smiles with you....... what bollocks! Paypal are holding £203, because they think someone has accessed my account that shouldn't have..… more

• Damaged From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (33 days old)

  Relationships are hard for anyone, but for the 4th time in the last 2 weeks I've read articles on why a bipolar woman is no good to be with. This morning the fantastic Alec gave me a link to a blog. … more

• Loose Fit From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (35 days old)

  I had a knock of confidence this week, my writing is different to that of people around me, mostly at Uni. I say things in a different way, it almost seems uncouth. I often say what I feel on blogs, b… more

• Reasoning would help if I were reasonable From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (38 days old)

  I don't want to go into a rant, like I usually do, instead I'm just going to say what I feel right now. It's been an alright day, I've shopped, had a nice meal with the fella and daughter and nothin… more

• Singing From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (41 days old)

  I have no idea how to upload music without video to youtube, but I will work it out. I have sung since I was young, I get severe stage fright....so i don't sing in public. I have a friend Cheryl who… more

• Bloody Friday From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (42 days old)

  Today has sucked, I have no energy, my back hurts and I feel like shit. I've cleaned my bathroom and sorted my art drawers out. I feel a little down over a few things and unlike most normal people, … more

• One Of Them Days From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (43 days old)

  I've had a productive day, I'm about to spoil the other half and daughter....as they always spoil me. I have ideas for short stories and poems, which is nice to work from. My daughter has been doi… more

• Edgar Allen Poe and the Uni Library From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (44 days old)

  Continuing my obsession with dead people, Edgar is one of the most fantastic writers I have ever had the pleasure of reading, from a young age I have been encouraged to read. This guy I first got to r… more

• Found Who I Am From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (45 days old)

  All my life I've searched for meaning and clarity....Last night at 7 37 pm I found myself. One of my classes is a night class, starts at 6. I walked in at 5.50 feeling a little bit of an outcast, ever… more

• I like Fruitbats From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (47 days old)

  The title of this post is just to indicate to you, the reader, I am in a good mood. I have been busy, and I dislike my computer, hence my lack of writing lately. I also have 18 years of anger issues… more

• The Ringmaster From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (49 days old)

  The Ringmaster is the leader, the dictator, the carer and the nurturer. Depending on your relationship with the Ringmaster, depends on how life in the circus is for you. The Juggler, acrobats, animal … more

• We Interrupt this broadcast for a special announcement From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (49 days old)

  I have had a nightmare week, I have nearly finished my Circus write up, so will be adding tonight as the night moves on. Whats wrong? The world is wrong that's all.  I have had some stresses all com… more

• The Juggler From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (55 days old)

  I decided to set myself a theme for the next few days of blogging on Jaded, Yellow Submarine is now my sole fun blog. My theme is the circus, and how i see my life, myself and the people in it. I … more

• Mundane Days From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (56 days old)

  I wrote a great piece of why my life has been like a circus. But I have to type it up and today it not the time I feel like sharing it. I have bruised my back, so it's now recovering slowly....I'm s… more

• Shaking Up Shakeberry From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (58 days old)

  I am now on stronger meds, which means I should stop being a mardy arse. I start Uni next Monday, just a gentle night course, although the Chinese caligraphy thats being offered is tempting. I have … more

• Who can a person turn to? From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (62 days old)

  There's lots of helplines out there, tonight the only one I know of for me is samaritans. I'm not suicidal, the thoughts are there in the back of my mind, but I'm not feeling out that way. I feel angr… more

• Pathetic From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (62 days old)

  Tick tock, wonder who will snitch...... Partying nearly every night....... Lying will get you nowhere....... And right now my mood is in a place where I don't give a crap about who I upset. Tick t… more

• Bloopity Bloop Bloop From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (63 days old)

  My footy team beat the rivals 3-2, I'm happy, and I'm chuffed the piggys got defeated at our barn. Make's me smile. Sheffield United kick ass! It's been a full year since I spoke to the woman who gav… more

• It's Black, It's White, It;s Pink, It's Yellow, It's Brown From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (67 days old)

  Tonight I've watched quite a lot of tv, more than I usually watch. I had to watch the MTV awards, just because some stars are so fucked up. I also watched 8 mile, I enjoyed it, but something has bothe… more

• Becoming a Bludger From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (68 days old)

  I'm not sure if we use Bludger over here, but it means dosser or lazy bastard if no one has heard of it....sorry if I just patronised everyone. I never seem to think some things through, like whenev… more

• *burp* From shakeberry ^Pro in Epiphany Of The Jaded Reprobate (70 days old)

  I just know Derren Brown is going to remind me of my first time, big build up, to it been a big disappointment....I got sky Plus, so I don't have to listen to his waffle for nearly an hour. It would b… more

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