They say you make your own fate, they say smile and the world smiles with you.......

what bollocks!

Paypal are holding £203, because they think someone has accessed my account that shouldn't have.....hmmm....they now want to know everything....i'm tempted to also send a pair of knickers for their viewing pleasure.

I have to get away from here, so i was hoping to use that money for a trip to France, I want to stay in France for a while, absorb the creative nature and culture....

My poetry IS good enough....I was shocked that the people i had to workship with, thought i only had only 2 things that needed adjusting....some of these people older and accomplished, inclduing my tutor. Boosted me, but made me feel sad, as I still don't think I can maintain my poetry.....why the hell did I have to get dragged up with a low self esteem! ARGGHH

Some other things are going on, mostly though I'm just a female version of Jack Dee.

Twatter, i mean twitter sucks arse, I wish it would piss off