I have had a nightmare week, I have nearly finished my Circus write up, so will be adding tonight as the night moves on.

Whats wrong? The world is wrong that's all.  I have had some stresses all come to a head, and my patience is thin, people piss me off, I wish certain people would die or at least slit their wrists, just so they would shut the fuck up. I got my own problems, just like many of you do, like me most of you vent and deal with them yourselves.

Some Arseholes on this planet have to have Mummy hold their hand, or everyone to feel sorry for them....well BOO FUCKING HOO....if your life is sooooooooooooooooo shit...do us all a favour....yeah you know who I'm talking to.

I am related to some of the biggest retards on this planet, infact moronic and retarded is being too kind. And the term country bumpkin, sure as shit applies to some Norfolk people.....not all just some.

I'm angry that I work my fucking arse off, I was better off on the dole, yet these bastards who are on income support, smoke pot, drink, get rid of their kids and now to top it off are going on fucking holiday abroad. My neighbour is bragging about it.....I can't believe the system, it's fucked up.

Is it worth encouraging my clever daughter to even bother getting a job? Because lets face it, make out your depressed, get up the duff to some random dickwad and yay, you too could be in for paid housing and money to sit on your fat arse all day.

One of my best friends died of Cancer, and she said to me The bigger the bastard the better your luck.

What I should have done is worked and fiddled the dole, just like most of the peasants where i live. Let's face it being honest...where does it get you? NOWHERE.

I look around and I hate the world I'm living in, I hate this country, I hate what people represent, I KNOW I am better than the people I live around. I want to be successful, I want a nice house and to WORK for it. I want a clean estate. I don't drink anymore, I don't touch drugs and I don't like sitting around going on about clubbing all day. I have nothing in common with these imbeciles on my street......I can't afford to move into private housing and I'm 2 grand off a deposit for a house. So I'm stuck in suburban HELL.

I feel angry that my mother won't tell me my real dad's surname, and I have to cut all ties to them as I never felt part of them, or like them...and thank fuck for that...

And to top it off If I spam shit on lots of peoples comments, I will make it as a featured blog....This site is fast becoming a fucking joke. Who do I have to kiss ass with to get traffic? Why should I be made to have chats just to get somewhere and recognised? Some blogs on here are fucking boring, and not many good ones make top or featured.

On a lighter note I am at Uni next Monday, and I am very excited.