I wrote a great piece of why my life has been like a circus. But I have to type it up and today it not the time I feel like sharing it.

I have bruised my back, so it's now recovering slowly....I'm stubborn and have to clean, so as you can imagine pain and cleaning don't mix.

I saw my Nan yesterday and feel much better, I'm going for Sunday dinner, which is something I have done in a while with family, and usually the ones I did go to it resulted in arguing between someone. I get sensitive, I don't hide it and say I don't. But sometimes I have to step back and think am I overreacting.

I have an issue that the more I talk about the more I let it go, but I see people around me who have these mums they can dump their kids on whenever they want, I say dump because that is exactly how they see it. I don't have that luxury and I never did when the Bitch did talk to me.

I could see it that I am strong and did it on my own, but I also see it that my face didn't fit and neither did my child.

I still laugh at one of my sisters, a few people where she lives say a lot of things about her, and some of these people she things are friends. She reaps what she sows....and for me I think it's karma.