I am now on stronger meds, which means I should stop being a mardy arse. I start Uni next Monday, just a gentle night course, although the Chinese caligraphy thats being offered is tempting.

I have to let go of certain feelings, but i'm just me, not super woman, so issues will bother me. I guess it's more someone in my life, is trying to make out as though they have what I have, just as an excuse to party and give up their kid. She hasn;t got what I have, but she adores drama. She will be a lonely stupid bint in the end anyway.

I have pains from Sciatica, which is making my mood drop....although I haven't slept in weeks. I'm starting to get bags....I have never had bags or wrinkles before....worrying!