I never run with a particular theme, but today I feel like talking about fuck-ups....we've all been there and done that. It is the artistic flare in which you conduct yourself, after said fuck-ups, that make you either the shit or not. Take for instance the time I once told a guy I was more sexually active than I actually was....my parents heard something I said...and me been disliked anyways by my folks, they thought i'd done what I said.....after all these years I am happy to report they still think I am that much of a slut...Happy days indeed :)

If you yourself are a continous disappointment to those nearest and dearest, do you want to change their view...or like me would you just rather they thought the worst of you?

I don't go around thinking I'm the shit, I know i'm a "good" mum, but I don't ever go saying I'm THE mum....to do that, you have to have raised kids whom have no crazy ass problems. And hell the only mum close to been the mum...is Claire Huxtable.

Anyways back to fuck-ups, I learn from mine, and when I do make a mistake I have the pazazz and flare to think and say, Yep I did that with a smirk. Believe me some fuck-ups are so worth repeating...others is a no go.

Coming from where i'm from, it's no doubt i'd be a fuck-up, but there's a side to me that just wants to be told i'm loved and cared for. I have a sister, we don't get on, mainly due to the environment we were brought up in, but she is a damn good mum. I admire her with 3 kids, she looks after them just about day in day out, ok fair enough so she should, but she doesn't ever blame her kids for things, same as I never do mine. Like her I adore my child, and it makes me smile knowing those 3 kids will be brought up with love and that my sister will finally have that family she craves....just like i me. She's been a fuck-up, but learnt where she went wrong and done better with her life. Unfortunatly same can't be said to the other 2, which is sad, but they or whoever they are shagging will always come first in their lives, never their kids.

I like been a fuck-up....because it means I make mistakes, learn from them and then laugh at myself.......A few though can't do this and blame everyone else :D