I am no longer irritable, now I am in the phase of I am so fucking ace, Im on a pedestal. This is where I am productive in my thinking, but have a huge arrogance about me. I feel uber confident, and I feel no one can say anything to break this stride.

I like documenting my various mood patterns, as I still have to write mood diaries, so the powers that be can get an overall view on what makes me feel the way I do. I know my triggers, so I limit those.

I do firmly believe right now that certain assholes that have been in my life, are soooo missing out on the good things, and my beautiful daughter.

I am taking the otherhalf to a hilton hotel next weekend, and might be seeing a show too, quite excited.

I adore N*E*R*D and their song Rockstar is how I feel...only towards certain people, not all of ya :)

Fuckin' posers-
Yo yo yeah(4x)
Uh, yeah
Fuckin' posers
It's almost over now
It's almost over now

For ya fuckin' posers
yeah
It's almost over now,
Almost over now

You think the way you lives okay
You think posing
Will save the day
You think we don't see
That you're running
Better call your boys
'Cause I'm coming

[Chorus]

You can't be me
I'm a Rock Star
I'm rhyming on the top of a cop car
I'm a rebel and my .44 pops far

It's almost over now
It's almost over now

Guess
You ain't heard that we swallow guys
It's too damn late to apologize
Will you see the mantle or will you see the skies

It's almost over now
It's almost over now

You think that you don't have to ever quit
You think that you can get away with it

You think the light won't be ever lit

It's almost over now
Almost over now

Something's on your chest
Better get it off
There'll be no one left when we set it off
We ain't gonna take it no more
Since

It's almost over now
Almost over now

You had plenty of time
There was no rush
But it was your dream to be like us
You're in dreamland so you don't care
And as you wait(I'm standing there,I'm standing there, mother fucker)
We're standing there

You can't be me
I'm a Rock Star
I'm rhyming on the top of a cop car
I'm a rebel and my .44 pops far

It's almost over now
It's almost over now

I guess
You ain't heard that we swallow guys
It's too damn late to apologize
Will you see the mantle or will you see the skies

It's almost over now
It's almost over now

You think that you don't have to ever quit
You think that you can get away with it

You think the light won't be ever lit

It's almost over now
Almost over now

Something's on your chest
Better get it off
There'll be no one left when we set it off
We ain't gonna take it no more
Since

It's almost over now
Almost over now

You don't succeed cause you hesitate
You think we're fly
But we levitate
Just be yourself
Don't ask us why
'Cause if you don't we'll make you fly

You can't be me
I'm a Rock Star
I'm rhyming on the top of a cop car
I'm a rebel and my .44 pops far

It's almost over now
It's almost over now

I guess
You ain't heard that we swallow guys
It's too damn late to apologize
Will you see the mantle or will you see the skies

It's almost over now
It's almost over now

No one ever really dies
You believe that?
Well,if not,for you,
It's almost over now
Almost over now

No one ever really dies