The beauty of blogs is that you can find like minded people, or people that have such differing views it challenges your way of thinking. Lately this has happened, and while at one point you begin to think it's a negative thing, something someone says changes it, and makes it a positive.

I think my rants are my thoughts, but maybe if I had stepped back and listened a little more, I wouldn't have tarred someone else with the same brush, when infact the information is useful and eye opening....doesn't mean I agree with everything, but it gave me food for thought....and personally i think the lady is quite nice.

I can only be serious for so long, as its my nature to be weird in some aspects. I think weight will always be a touchy subject for me, having lost so much weight, and then through Lithium adding 4 stone, which is now turned into a thyroid problem...as I have been living on salad i should be losing weight, so i'm pretty upset, as I need my medication.

I don't know how I should go about my blog, it has no structure, and I often go off on tangents, people like blogs because they run a common theme....mine is wacky, then low, then happy, then funny....I need to focus...but what on?

Family.....some people get everything they want, and they still bitch about it.....Take a look and realise at least she loves you and your children, and that you never disappoint her like me. Be happy with what you have, the shit has gone now, your baby is the oldest :)