The title is my dream....I'm seeing Kasabian Monday at the O2 Academy...I am praying to the gods that this high stays on as I am confident. I adore Kasabian, I have bad thoughts about Sergio. Besides the other half, Sergio is the only other man I actually fancy. He's quiet, thoughtful and not one of these alpha male ugg ugg types....I likes my quieter geeky men.

I only saw them a few weeks ago, but it's not enough....I have a comprehensive kidnap plan thought out, although I do feel this would ruin any chance of a snog with tongues...such dilemmas!

Im off out Sunday god knows where, we just get in the car and go where ever we feel. Shannas play at the theatre is next tuesday, her Granny Hemming and our surrogate mum and dad Geoff and Fiona are coming too...Im excited as we are hopefully having a family meal after the performance. I have such a busy week.

On top of this on the 14th July Shanna has her prom, the hummer limo is all booked, her beautiful dress is bought, she's wearing her pink TUK heels. Carls cousin is doing her hair and make up....I am so freakin excited!!!! My little girl is growing up so fast...shes 5ft 2....when she wears heels, she towers above me LOL

When you take negative things out of your life, and actually start doing things to me YOU happy, things have a better outlook. Don't get me wrong I also know my depression will make me low, but lately even through that i've been quite positive. Maybe I just finally have myself in a more happier place away from the shit that was dragging me down.

Sergio Pizzorno.....~sighs~