I decided tonight during my slight depression to watch some films, I started with Wall-E, then onto finding nemo, where I balled my eyes out....I think disney and I aren't getting on right now, so i moved onto Rockanrolla, where I now feel pretty manly...as much as a chick can get anyways.

I've been hammering my PS3 and killzone...where i feel utterly refreshed and my anger has disappeared. Soon I have to do some day release thing....it's just 5 days and i can come home at night, when shan is back from school. But if it helps monitor my erratic moods then why not try it out. What worries me the most, is when I am ready to be with someone again, why would they want to be with some messed up headcase?

During my last recent high, I was obsessional about buying little cases from paperchase, no wonder i have so much clutter.