I should stay quiet, I feel quiet, yet when someone asks me a question I feel I should reply...just on this occasion I really should have stayed silent. Oh well...

I recently aqquired information by accident, and I feel like sharing it, my neighbour is on steriods..kind of all fits into place now on why he has rages...reminds me of an ex who always had roid rage, not to mention a shrivelled dick due to the roids.

I am happy my hair is thickening up..I still have severe anemia, and the docs say my body is only soaking up 7% of the 800 mg of iron im on a day...thats not good is it.

I still feel anti social and just writing this is a huge effort, and i have seen a pattern on my blog and my diary, so i'm beginning to see my trigger things....interesting to say the least.

MY mum called me the other, I nearly died, it had been 9 days since we last chatted, and me been broke, im avoiding using my phone.

I have been naughty lately, but we'll not get into that, lets just say i sleep well now

Also I received the most beautiful email I have ever had, I cried and realised my friend loves me...I am confused