I'm bored of writing about my shite, so today I thought I'd take my time in preparing a piece of writing for you to read.....
Only I forgot to save it and it deleted...so that ideas out of the window...ok what next...Ah yes, my microwave problem....ok I'm no chef right, but I can cook a decent meal, on the cooker (oven, stove, firepit to non brits) Only my microwave would tell you different, it burns the edges and i have to stop it to stir stuff..not unless its a solid, u get a hot outside and cold middle...pisses me off...so I investigated why....here's what i did.
I got out the toolbox from the cupboard, and eyed all the screwdrivers etc...I brought the microwave into the living room to my table....and unscrewed it...now bear in mind I can't fix things for shit...and I just had a really bizarre few days, and I'm mixing two types of meds(pharmys) so i moved a few wires, pretended I had a clue what was what, then screwed it all back together....The result is now only half of the food been cooked...progress I thought
I came to the conclusion I cannot fix electricals, and I can only do DIY with the silver duck/duct tape shit. I'm quite the catch 
I often get messages about my blog, in different places I venture to, which is 2 places, and people read this I never thought would....Some of my avatars and pictures on this blog are courtesy of people taking time to find stuff that reminds them of me, that is really nice and gives me a boost...I am grateful to some of you.
I have a list of things that if I say means I'm not happy with you... makes me chuckle actually how the little things someone says or does effects me...I hate ignorance, and when I feel like i'm ignored...then thats what you get in return...
1* If I say K meaning ok...it means im pissy at you
2* I'm fine...means no im not fine you twat
3* Fine means do what you want prick
there's others but I forgot them 
My music playlist is this
ACDC highway to hell
Black Label Society Just Killing Time (this is zak wylde at his best, my life anthem)
Disturbed Down with the Sickness
Disturbed Stupify
Disturbed Numb
Drowning Pool Paralyzed
Drowning Pool Bodies
Drowning Pool Mute
Eminem Still Don't give a Fuck (I'm agreeing with this more and more)
Foo Fighters Disenchanted Lullaby
Foo Fighters Come Back
The Game Start From Scratch
Korn Freak On A Leash
Lupe Fiasco I Gotcha (because like me he is real, no bullshit)
The Music Welcome to the North (they are cool as hell, this reminds me of Sheff)
N*E*R*D Don't Worry About It (my mates reckon this about me LOL)
N*E*R*D Thrasher ( The baseline fuck em up...how fitting)
N*E*R*D Provider
NAS Just A Moment(for Scott *takes hat off*)
Nine Inch Nails Closer (hot damn)
Nine Inch Nails Hurt
Nine Inch Nails The perfect drug
Placebo Pure Morning (just says it all)
Theres a few more, but that playlist on my ipod touch today...and Itunes.
I want to finish this rambling piece of crap, by saying if you like someone stop pussyfooting around, and been an ignorant cunt isn't nice. Also take my advice P, read what I just wrote as you are another person who forgets he should do a bit of chasing...Loz likes ya. 
The news update on my ex is this, they re arrested him last night as they believed me and Shan to be at risk, he was in court this morning, but I don't know the conditions that have been set, and the police said it's out of their hands now, the court have to let me know.
If you have ever had someone so obssessed with you, they told your own mum they don't care about your daughter just you...it's a scary thought and it hurts me to think he doesn't love her...she's amazing, beautiful and so intelligent. He's going to miss that, he never appreciated the beauty she brings to you life...what an idiot.
