I should comment on my friends blogs, but i read them and don't feel witty. So sorry guys...i do read though.

I just came home from my mental health review...I admitted the thought of lithium and other meds scares the shite out of me, and would like to try mood management, which now means i'm been referred to some other bastard, who i have to open back up to...i now regret not just taking the meds. They gave me 3 sleeping tablets, and I asked why only 3, give me 24 days worth, he said they are addictive...i mean what in the hell...how could anyone become addicted to sleeping...I hate sleeping. I hate my dreams when I sleep.

I'm still high, so they have referred me to this other person for extra support, as they feel i haven;t got much support close wise. I am quite high so i agreed to almost everything, because i don;t always give a crap. I also had my hair cut today, and told her if she cut more than she needed to off, i may scalp her. She found this funny, i wasn't joking :))

I took my daughter on her first ever double decker bus, she loved it...never again i felt so ill when we went down this hill...i wanted to die. Vertigo is bad with the hills in sheffield and a DD bus.

I think i overspent, so this high is making me skint/broke yet again...shit.

Regardless of the shit I just wrote about, I am in a good mood.

:)