Just got back from my meeting with Big sister Milly.....how was it? well after what seemed a lifetime of getting to Crystal Peaks...I walked up from the tram, and saw a familiar face stood waiting, I was in two minds to either play it cool, and just shake her hand, or to hug her, for some reason I went against all my views and hugged her! I only hug people I feel really comfy with. After that we walked to the coffee shop I sort of remembered in that place...We chatted for a while...well Milly did, she talks more than me, and I need that. She doesn't force me to be open, she let me say what I needed and made me feel at ease. I was sort of in awe of her most of the time we had together. I didn't dare tell her that, she might have hit me upside the head!
You might wonder why I was in awe of her...I don't get to meet too many blunt, honest and open people...she is one of the few that no matter what you say, never makes you feel or look a twat.
I opened up about some personal things I don't blog about...and she even confirmed what I thought. Which was nice to hear from someone else away from the whole situation. We look around the shops, and came across one...now been chubby lasses...we seem to have the same conclusions on fashion! We saw some fucked up tops...and I mean shit you wouldn't even dress you chubby insane Gran in...Evans was the worst...frumpy clothes for fat people..because nothing says it all like frumpy! So the idea of MillyBerry Fashions was born....
Who knows where this will lead...but the thought and idea of it has whirred in my mind all afternoon and I have been drawing clothes She inspires me loads!
We had a walk around the whole shopping centre, and when it was time to go, I felt I was saying goodbye to someone I feel close to already...the things we have been through, the habits we have, it is like we are sisters. Milly often says the things I am thinking, but never say outloud, only when I write. The internet is a strange place, and in this strange place I have found a kindred spirit, someone who really does understand my feelings and gives me advice, whether its brutally honest or comfort.
I keep looking at the drill and thinking Milly needs to teach me how to use it I could give you the whole convo, or make this a hell of a lot more comical, because we laughed loads! But I am so happy and relaxed, that instead I said it as it was.
