I've jostled with the thought of a complete image change...but after seeing some of the fashion around...i'll stick to my normal attire. It might just be that I live in a student city...but seeing 3 dudes in one day wearing a skirt, is quite the culture shock. Ok one was asian, but thats not the point. Sometimes I look at my neighbours and wonder what the heck are they wearing, like one she wears her pyjamas most of the week, and walks around in them, and she's actually sane....the pit of her insanity though was the pink teddybear ones...I thought shit, she needs a friend. I chatted to her wednesday, and realised shit now i see why you got no friends....I have no real friends because I'm an anti social bastard, and I kind of like the existence I have..i fly under the radar often...then POW!! I steal your oreo's!!! Muah muah muah....ok ok I am now talking crap, but you get my drift right? The neighbour in question went on about her drug problem and I did not know what to say to her...except...do you know any good dealers then? Yep I said that with a dead serious face too...she looked a bit shocked...I said it's just incase I decide the champagne supernova option is the way forward for me...this is the way i want to die in my old age though....

Ok, so i just paused for 28 mins, as I was making tea (dinner to non brits) I had a small plates worth of food, I eat less than a kid...but I'm a fat get, so I got fat to burn. And how the hell in this bloody world did westlife get on my itunes...seriously frickin westshite!! After some investigation i found out it was on one of shanna's old cd's...phew...thought in one of my high moods I'd turned into some boyband groupie.

I think my nightmares of giant pink teddybears and oreo's might calm down now ive talked about them.

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