not a great afternoon, i just found out my friend lost her baby, and someone just let me down big time...(i overreacted) Yep yep, I must stop trying to be a different person. I must stay like I am...that you're so disappointed in everyone and everything, when they do something nice, good or spectacular you are rather stunned and smile.

I just wrote for a company who like my poems, i'm nervous that they won't like what I've written and I can't publish it until they've seen it...sucks!

I'm a no hoper though..a sad fact but true.

Berry Fact....I love banana and peanut butter on crackers

But you know what...I'm still smiling :)) because i'm rather high on pills...:))