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Wait then as my heart drops
by shakeberry @ 2008-05-09 - 14:19:13

not a great afternoon, i just found out my friend lost her baby, and someone just let me down big time...(i overreacted) Yep yep, I must stop trying to be a different person. I must stay like I am...that you're so disappointed in everyone and everything, when they do something nice, good or spectacular you are rather stunned and smile.

I just wrote for a company who like my poems, i'm nervous that they won't like what I've written and I can't publish it until they've seen it...sucks!

I'm a no hoper though..a sad fact but true.

Berry Fact....I love banana and peanut butter on crackers

But you know what...I'm still smiling :)) because i'm rather high on pills...:))

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MagicalMysteryTourMagicalMysteryTour pro
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2008-05-09 @ 16:26

pills pills :( I have never taken pills! I shall fight it because I MUST come through this! And I shan't be taking any pills. But my life hasn't quite come to that breaking point yet and I hope it never does!

Still weed would be good right now ;) Weed and sex!

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shakeberryshakeberry [Member]
2008-05-09 @ 16:44

Pills, not always my way either! But I don't drink, don't smoke or take drugs (no more)

I need sex, it's been ages, I just have no desire right now to go out and get it...!!

:)

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2008-05-09 @ 16:51

Stay in bed and do it ;) That's what I think!! Cant believe you dont drink!! OMG I couldnt do it!!

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shakeberryshakeberry [Member]
2008-05-09 @ 17:07

I drink on rare occasions :D As for staying in bed, are we talking alone...or with someone? ;)

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MagicalMysteryTourMagicalMysteryTour pro
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2008-05-09 @ 17:32

Or what about alone with someone on the phone? ;)

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shakeberryshakeberry [Member]
2008-05-09 @ 17:32

got any ideas who i could do that with? ;)

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MagicalMysteryTourMagicalMysteryTour pro
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2008-05-09 @ 17:33

A couple ;) ummmm ish! Well no actually - just 1 ;)

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shakeberryshakeberry [Member]
2008-05-09 @ 17:35

Sex lines cost wayyyy toooo much.... :(

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MagicalMysteryTourMagicalMysteryTour pro
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2008-05-09 @ 17:36

Oh god did you miss the point?? *jumps up and down waving*

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shakeberryshakeberry [Member]
2008-05-09 @ 17:37

Are you offering, or telling me? huh huh ;)

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MagicalMysteryTourMagicalMysteryTour pro
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2008-05-09 @ 17:38

Oh god u noticed me!!! *chickens a bit*

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shakeberryshakeberry [Member]
2008-05-09 @ 17:39

Aww :) I always notice you xx

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MagicalMysteryTourMagicalMysteryTour pro
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2008-05-09 @ 17:40

ok that was cute! x

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shakeberryshakeberry [Member]
2008-05-09 @ 17:41

Please don't tell anyone I can be cute, because it will ruin my rep ;)

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MagicalMysteryTourMagicalMysteryTour pro
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2008-05-09 @ 17:44

So you rep is kinky?? ;) I can take kinky!

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MagicalMysteryTourMagicalMysteryTour pro
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2008-05-09 @ 17:45

I heard about you A team desires ;)

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shakeberryshakeberry [Member]
2008-05-09 @ 17:46

You can't prove nothing.....~shifty eyes~

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shakeberryshakeberry [Member]
2008-05-09 @ 17:47

nothing to see here move along ~shoves people to the next blog~

C [Visitor]

2008-05-09 @ 21:13

I'm glad you finally took my advice, with submitting your writing to a publisher. xxx

xmillyxxxxmillyxxx pro
2008-05-10 @ 01:13

Hey chick!! Keep smiling :)

(((Big hugs))) xx

boredrichboredrich [Member]
2008-05-13 @ 14:21

shit sorry to hear about the little un :(

PS- I love bananas on crackers too :))

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