We all make mistakes right? I think this week I made a few, today I made a huge one. I opened up way too much, and with my trust issues this is a lethal combination. I have no idea if I can trust anyone ever 100%...I have also gone all confused on what i'm suppose to feel, whats different about one person that can make you be just about "normal" and feel comfy....It's bugging me, and I hate feeling so open. Why can one person make you feel just right....it's pissing me off and I want to be closed and shut off.

I might take time away from been online and this blog, to get my head around this.