Just been puking all morning, on top of that my electric ran out....mega not good...so i just used half of my last 20 quid. I really have no clue what I will do next week, but something will come up right? Not usually, but I have a few more job interviews lined up, which can only be a good thing. I actually applied at the local asda, as well as accountants places....only to be refused by asda...wow! That is so not a confidence boost.

Puking when you have no stomach acid is really bizarre...if you eat something, it tastes the same coming back up...and ready brek is no exception...just thought I'd share that with you.

I'm in a so so mood today, which means I feel like saying so, so, so while shrugging....Just joking, I want to go out, but no one to take me....~sighs~

My ex said he loves me 3 times today, and I actually told him every time, I don't feel the same, and never really did, I find it extremely hard to actually feel "real" love, just lust mostly, and that's been rare too. I saw it in his eyes that he means it, and I see it in my other ex's eyes when he says it. I feel such a bitch, but I can't feel a feeling I don't feel.