feel refreshed after 7 hours sleep? I feel worse than ever....I deep slept most of that 7 hours, although my mate called at 11 pm to see if I fancied going out, which I don't remember replying with "We decided venus will be the place to sleep, night" Maybe I was mega tired? i seriously have no recollection of that...she text me thats all, saying I'm off my rocker...she's known me long enough to not need to tell me that, me already knows :-/

Oh and Love is a losing game, I realised I will be a woman who smells of pee and has 3 cats and 2 dogs, who will probably walk the neighbourhood chatting about my feet and the local kids been little shits...I also have the prospect of maybe seeing my daughter been a lesbian, so yeah lifes good. :>> I think this because I have to screw my kid up somehow...and I seem to have a knack for some weirdass shit..might as well assume she'll be lesbian, as she's too quiet for a serial killer....but maybe not |-|

Well I'm off to contemplate my future and make something to eat...as i woke up hella hungry and it's been days since I ate something really nice. I lost more weight...good but bad too.

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