Quiet, tired, meloncholy and in need of TLC...

My sister is pregnant with her 3rd child, she's only 24...The one I thought had some sense..is as stupid as the other 2. I'm the odd one out, and I clearly know this. I am unlikely to have any more children due to some things, does it bother me? yep Do I cry over it? No. I have a 15% chance of carrying another child. Nice odds huh. I just hope my sisters count their blessings at some point...I doubt it...but still. I'm trying to get a career on track, I get good grades...yet because of my illness no one really wants to take you on. So yeah another sob story there for you....but I still realise I am lucky...Because I got me a 10 year old whos amazing. The only thing in my life worth a tear.

My ex just text me excited...because he got GTA...well I;m glad you fucking cocksucking wanker you can afford such luxuries, while me and MY daughter live off 75 quid a fucking week...knobhead. He pays no rent because he's at mummys, hes on around 270 a week...and I'm too nice to be shitty about stuff....I'm a fucking mug...all because I try to keep my baby happy.

Infact why do I bother even blogging this shit....as if anyone reads it.