I sleep in the day and stay up all night, this has now become a routine, I feel tired yet I will lay there till 9 am, then go to sleep til 1 pm. I don't know why this sudden control set sleeping time, but I am trying to break it. So I'm off to bed after this.

I've lost my knack for writing, I lost the passion I think, the stuff I write is rather humourless. I found something I thought i'd lost...no not my mind, but a ring.

I often wonder what it would be like to just say everything on your mind....I could say I have tourettes.

I find my lack of drive, passion and eagerness quite disturbing, although i did manage to muster up enough energy to give my drunk neighbour the finger. That amused me for a few.

Well I'm out for the night, wish me luck...never know I might just drop dead.

Berry