I'm not much into gossip, so i'll not repeat the stuff about my neighbour. Just thought I'd tell you i'm not. Today I haven't eaten so good, and I'm pretty down, so those words "cheer up" actually made me want to kill the person who said those two little words.
I'm not suicidal nor am I incapable of not actually moving, today I just wish people would give me a wide berth, leave me the fuck alone and stop asking me questions I really don't give a crap about...like this one....

Neighbour: "Hi Carla, did you see my new man?"
Me: "Nope"
N: "Oh he had the red beemer"
Me: "and?"
N: "Cheer up, it might never happen."
Me: "Yeah it has, you spoke to me"

She stood there a bit gobsmacked, she's lucky I actually didn't say fuck off...This woman pisses me off, her kid pisses me off...she had weightloss surgery at £8000 and she was only 15 stone...apparently. She wasn't as fat as me, and in all honesty, she's not going to be pretty no matter what she does. Now I say this, I'm not superficial, but her personality shines through to me, so I find her ugly in every way possible. Personally if she had a prob with her weight, then maybe she should stop going to the ice cream man 2 times when hes on our street.

I can tolerate some stuff today, just not stupid people. I don't really know what else to blog about, because at the moment I'm keeping a lot bottled up.