Today I noticed some really great blogs in the top lot...made my day 
I also got inspired by someone today, because of something she said....reading her blog it made me think do all 27, 28, 29 year olds all reach a pinicle in their lives that it's either make or break...we all make decisions but best for who? Ourselves or other people, that is what I am figuring out at the moment.
There's always an air of the whole "he said she said bullshit" when been with various people in life, and today I have suffered due to this....I tend to keep myself to myself in all social situations...on here I vent my spleen, not because I want to entertain people, but because it is the only way I can actually stop bottling shit up. I am pretty tired of volitile people too, so I am surrounding myself with people who know how I feel, but don't flake out when stuff gets rough, or they can't handle a friendship. That will probably upset someone, but that someone has to realise that it's hard for me to just be....wish you understood that.
I can't help but wait sometimes, just to see how mental I can be.
